Posting and commenting on the new site!
This is a place where the questions of life get rambled about by me. I hope that my external processing can be of some interest to others on their journeys. I'll try to keep the philosophy and details of life current, but Hericlitus said it best: "the only constant is change"
OK, everyone. I know I've struggled a little with Owen and his unwillingness to go to anyone but Julie. I guess I've gotten to see enough of him this week that I've come to terms with it; he just needs his mama... Surprising thing is how GOOD a baby he is when he's with Julie. One thing is especially endearing. When he nurses, he chows on the first side. After the burp, he'll start the second side, then look up at Julie until she smiles, then he'll dig in; for a minute. He'll look up until she smiles at him, he'll smile back, then back at it. It's adorable...

I had to put these in, sorry... It was the right moment. Kate was being so silly, and actually had left the ponytail in for once, that I grabbed the camera. She immediately frowned, which was cute, then started to crack... precious... Enjoy! She also loves her "Pan-Pan's" (pancakes) that Julie makes for her.
I've been painting our downstairs trim/doors/built-in for the last couple days so we can get carpet installed tomorrow. Yes we get to use the basement for the first time SINCE WE'VE LIVED HERE, but on the other hand, we didn't really have the $ or the time.... Before that I had a mid grade fever and we've been struggling with the kids being less than perfect angels (not their fault, but the reality). The built-in was twice what we'd budgeted, and got us one of those joyus postcards from Wachovia. D'OH!!!
Just wanted to say that this is a very hard concept to get, especially when things aren't fun. It's easy to keep this mindset when all is peachy, but what normally happens is we get screwed and have to submit or follow authority or do something that is diametrically opposed to our nature (interesting HOW perfectly wrong for us it is)... And then have to do that thing as undo the Lord.
So Julie last night had a little revelation. I've been learning Macromedia's FLASH design software, and as I had worked from home and spent the majority of the day on the code for a menu, she just cried.